wish i may, wish i might.
Friday, March 27, 2009
I wish i was more than just ordinary.
I wish i had the talent to wow a crowd. Able to azzle audiences with my perfect singing voice. Able to play the piano so well, people would gape. Able to compose a song so meaningful, i'd get a standing ovation. I wish i owned the stage, the microphone, the music. I wish i was just talented enough.
Sometimes i too wish i had enough money to build my own design company. To sketch dresses and seen them worn on others. To take a photograph that tells a million stories. To broadcast a model of class and elegance to the world. To let the camera be my best friend, my soul-mate, my confidante. I wish i had such an opportunity.
But i also wish for a chance to test my little grooves. Just to show a little dance that can light up a dampened mood. Just to soar and inspire, and let others aspire. Just to be a little more flexible than others could be. Just to bow, glide and dance all night long. I wish i was just graceful enough.
Hey, you can't stop a girl from dreaming.
But atleast i realise that being normal ain't easy...so i've still got a long way to be more than just normal. I have to perfect my normal life first. Something which is never easy.
I need a big break. I'm begging for one. There's no sarcasm gymnasts on this post because i can't find any humor in my position anymore. I NEED A JOB. I'm waiting for an internship that i'ill hopefully get, but it only begins in July. So at the moment, i still need some income coming in. Furthermore, i'm not even confirmed of that internship...so i MIGHT still be needing a permanent career after july. Anybody?
KIND SOULS, PLEASE ALLOW YOURSELF TO CALL ME IF YOU HAVE A PART-TIME JOB RECOMMENDATION.
I am desperate and begging for help.
And i'm kind of serious, too.
